a girl

a girl of the sweetest sort
enters my home, accesses my life
puts her trust in me
gives me her love , her word
i love this girl, my one, my only, forever
or was this just another dream?
a hopeless dream of a broken man
held together by the thinest of thread
as soon as i look away
she breakks me from inside oout
my heart was the first to go
shattered and stepped on
what have i done to deserve this
she disreguards my questions and walks out the door
i am desperate i need this girl
she used me, i feel betrayed
all i do now is think of what could have been
i am alone... cold... and lost in life
i am broken worse than ever...
and this time i don't think someone will fix me
i miss her