ever since

ever since the day i was made
i been sayin' sorry for the things i have done
i create a new way to do what you do
you look at me like i am scum
you beat down my self esteem
you've broken my pride
i've come up with something new
but i'll keep it inside till it because i'm afraid of how you will see me
i don't need the pain
the looks you give me tear me limp from limb
imagine how i feel when you speak against me
i've let you do this far too long
i'm not sorry that i'm different
i'm not sorry that my ways are better
no longer am i in your controll
no longer will i let you abuse me
being alone would be better than this
see the scorn in my eyes
and know this is real